tired as fuck

so now that finals are over, truax (ap us teacher) has decided that this would be the PERFECT weekend to assign two homework assignments that are two chapters in one...meaning three chapters in two assignments. now this sounds rather doable...it's not. FUCK MEE

i hate when teachers do this!!! it's like, have a nice, relaxing three day weekend after grueling finals! oh, by the way, here's hella homework. see you on tuesday!

fuck this

fuck this

fuck this

oh and now my phone has been charging itself with internet charges running my phone bill up to like $250. so now my mom and i are talking with Verizon and basically it was their fault. and i got another shot so my arm fucking hurts

god damn this weekend

O-B-A-M-A

Today was amazing. Point blank. Barack Obama becoming our 44th president means so much to everyone and as a biracial (part african and white) girl it's really significant and touching for me...so....after watching the inauguration in 1st and 2nd period, my day just got increasingly better and more uplifting (except for my shot after school which fuckin hurt). But I just wanted to give a little shout out to Obama on here (and his fam, your daughters (and coats) were so adorable today!!!!) Thank you so so so so so so so much Obama you have inspired everyone and are leading our country in a positive direction. much love

strangest thing ever or best thing ever

you decide. i'm completely torn. on one hand, i'm hella confused why the hell monks are bustin loose and screaming and then the other part of me is like hollyyyyy shit these monks are fiiilthy! only aren't they supposed to be all peaceful and calm? here they're like yelling, dancing with sheilds and knieves...okok, so basically they're amazing. take a look. i swear it's crazy!! 

the memorial service

the memorial for Sloane was really intense and sort of tough to sit in. on one hand you had her sweet sweet parents who were just, devestated, which made it even worse and like they were in such grief that it really hit everyone hard. the slideshow, etc. was so beautiful but so tough at the same time. it made me cherish my friendship with her so sosoosososomuch more even though i still have held it always near my heart. it just made me miss her like hell. there's really no words to explain it btu just i love you Sloaney and please please rest in peace and i know you're looking down on us smiling, laughing, yelling, etc. i just really really miss you. and i love you!!!! i'll never forget you or be one of those fake ass people who just feels for you for a couple of days and then after like a week or two goes back to their previous life. that's definitely notttt me. i'll never forget you and i'll carry the rest of my life out being as outgoing and headstrong as you were. rest in peace dear. love you.

who knew james franco as a stoner would be such a turn on?

so um pineapple express...basically one of the most hilarious movies ever made! but anyways, james franco looked so extremely hottt  throughout this movie and his like adorable, sweet, and outrageous stoner character just added too it...and the long hair worked. ohhh if there was ever a stoner just like james franco, i'd lose my mind!!!

tatoolove

sooo...i know there's all those fuckin weird ass people who DONT think that tattoo's are art and that the people who give them are the some of the most talented artists around. all artists paint art on a type of canvas, and for tattoo artists on on bodies..which is beautiful if you ask me. so people like Kat Von D are incredible (who kicks an added amount of serious ass for being a hella tight chick) and others like Aisea Toetuu who practice traditional tribal tattoos with intense techniques are just as amazing. But ok, the most intense tattoos that I've ever seen (besides the hella ancient technique of actually sewing them into the skin) are done by this japanese artist named Hiroshi III had to be in Japan, where originally the Yakuza (gangggg) would get full body tattoos (and when they were dead they would be cut off...and still are today!!! hellla intensee). This is one of his pieces to the left...i dunno, it's amazing to me! Who says that this isn't art!!!!!!

bored as hell in web design

regardless of the name...everyone in this stupid class does absolutely NOTHING. So i was doing a random search because the boredom was (and still is ) overwhelming. so i found this cute picture of apparently a sloth...which i thought was something crazy...what the hell is the box ontop of? well umm yeah i love the things one can find when doing completely nothing.....aww it's adorable!!!

R.I.P Sloane-bear, I'll always love you and keep you close to my heart

So I just came back from the memorial-ish gathering at SGS tonight. I had a panic attack a week ago because I just couldn't believe that one of my best friends in middle school had actually been taken from us. Since the information given out at first was completely incorrect and how she had actually died from carbon monoxide poisoning, it was even more unreal to step into my old middle school, see all those familiar faces, and not see hers. Within the first two seconds of me walking into the building and hugging my old teacher, I began to cry. I didn't stop crying throughout the entire thing. I felt that the service there was rushed and that people weren't given enough time to speak. Of course I wanted to but since only three people were aloud to speak, I couldn't hold back my tears in time. I just wanted to write this to tell Sloane, who might not be here physically but is spiritually, that I always loved you and that you were such an amazing person. Despite our fights in middle school and no matter how long it's been since we've hung out, I will never meet someone as head-strong, hilarious, independent, and as wonderful as you. I love you and rest in peace.

smiles

Missbehave has once again brightened my day when blogger Olivia posted this, which just happens to remind me of two of the funniest things in Paris that were right outside of the apartment my friend and I were staying in. I swear, these make life so much more fun

the bad girls club

so on it's third season, the bad girls club gets increasingly more and more interesting. so recently the girls went to a strip club because kayla needed the money to pay off bills...but she persisted in getting "drunk" first. ok, so there's a difference between drunk and fucked up. this girl drank so many fucking drinks before and then at the strip club had her little mini shots and downed those too. then she started taking her clothes off...when she wasnt on the pole. needless to say, everyone knew that about ten minutes later (while her roommate sarah stripped for her) kayla was on the bathroom floor puking...and then ended up in the hospital where she apparently tried to hump the doctor and told him how she wanted him to fuck her....classy!

anyways, the next episode featured ailea and her "forty-ish" boyfriend and the "amber's" freaking out over it. later that night when kayla gets drunk (again) and pissed when her dress rips (which she then strips off in a fury), tiffany and her get into "war". which is just a bunch of yelling. but props to tiff because that stupid drama was getting tiresome....oh reality tv, what would we do without you?

oh reality tv

well let's just say that no show can quite top tila tequila's family hot tub make-out in a shot at love 2 but some shows have managed to get a little weird...Bromance for example...well take the name. Brody "claims" he's looking for his next best friend but with the seemingly awkward situation and extremely "bro-sexual" challenges (oh my god i cant believe i just said that haha), viewers can't help but think this show is extremely...hmm, ill put it in the words of recent eliminee Chris, "bromosexual". 

Other shows such as "Rock of Love Bus" are the epitome of std's with all the...interesting girls on the bus. Especially the strange girl Nikki who stumbles onstage rapping to Brett which is written on a Herpes and Gonorrhea instruction sheet...classy?

annoyed

so, on my way back from el malo it started snowing. can i just say that people can't FUCKING drive when there's like nothing on the highway? ughhh it's so frustrating! anyways, first day back from break today. terrible. terrible. terrible. terrible. all i could think about was how much i missed my friend (R.I.P sweetie i love you so much!!!) and how i would rather be anywhere than in a dumb classroom listening to how peoples breaks were bad due to the snow or power or w/e. it's like, try having death in ur break? three times over...yaaaa. not fun

shopshop

so i'm off to southcenter, yes and I know im probably the ONLY one reading this haha but it's ok! I dunno i need pants, because every pair I have becomes a problem after a while for some reason haha. Also I need a new phone case because oh, someone lost theirs while "messed up" on the side of the fountain at seattle center on new years eve...I wonder who that was...

totally random...

I know I'm probably the ONLY one reading this but (claps!!) it's my first blog everrrr! So I mean whatever.....Here I am at like 1 o'clock after straightening my hair and feel like doing this...hahah this is unnecessary. But yeah, hello blog world! Hopefully I'll become better at this ;)